Day 68. Refuse

I have been sick on and off for the last 3 weeks. I refuse to live like this. I'm getting about 2-3 days of feeling good between sicknesses. It's turning me into an agoraphobic. I'm starting to become a little obsessive about avoiding germs. I HATE this! I'm exhausted and drained. Today is a good day but I feel like it's just a tease. If there isn't a drastic change to my diffusion capacity in September I'm stopping the Imuran therapy.