Day 91. Half way?

If I was going to stick to my idea of coming off the Imuran after 6 months yesterday would have been my half way point. I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet. I'm trying not to loose my mind thinking about it. I'm anxious for September to come around so we can see what's going on with my lungs. I feel like I'm being selfish by wanting to have another baby. Maybe I should just be grateful that I already have two beautiful babies. I just always thought I would have more kids. I guess life doesn't always go the way you plan it.